AUGUST 9, 2008
--review namin this day.. saturday.. hihi..
sa week na to, iniiwasan ko ang saturday.. i told myself kasi na
"hanggang sabado nalang..give up na ko"..
kaya..ayon.. gusto kong dumaan na ang saturday. umaga palang, i was feeling so hopeless..
iniiwasan ko sya..


sa afternoon, sobrang hurt na ko.. i told my friends "ayoko na" pero sabi nila na wag daw muna..


it was 4:35pm(i think).. gustong-gusto ko na umiyak kasi nga alam nyo na yun.. so what i did was.. gumawa ako ng decision..
"hanggang 6:00pm nalang.. pag wala pa,..edi wala na.."
then sabi ng mga friends ko..wag muna.. sana naman kahit sa last minute masabi na niya yung gusto nyang sabihin sayo..


then..


(fast forward)..


we talked at the canteen.. malapit na mag.6pm that time.. he told me what he felt..
then.. fast forward.. fast forward.. fast forward.. "kami na"..


AUGUST 10, 2008; SUNDAY

we told our friends na kami na nga.. balak kasi naming itago yun... oh well.. wala pa namang nagbago sa min sa day na to.. parang nakalimutan ko ngang bf ko pala tong bespren ko eh.. hihi..
we went to downtown para bumili ng t-shirt.. hmmm.. wala lang naman.. kung meron mang memorable sa araw na to.. uhmm.. first time na umalis kami bilang magjowa?? hihihi^^




AUGUST 11, 2008 MONDAY
first time??

mejo marami-rami na rin ang mga nakakapansin.. uhmmm.. normal! hihi.. letz dont mind them nalang..

today, nagkaroon kami ng kaunting LQ(first time)...
our hands were locked with each other for the first time..
the first time he told me that he love me..

this day, wala akong mafeel from him.. as in WALA.. confused nga ako eh.. alam mo kung bakit?
kasi baka ako yung walang nararamdaman para sa kanya...